So I have been testing, and I'll post my pictures if this all turns out in a pregnancy (otherwise, who really cares, right?) Yesterday's was a faint positive and today's was either negative or a very very faint positive, so I'm pretty sure the trigger med is all out of my system. So anything after this that is positive, I will take to mean it's a real pregnancy. I'm sure I will test on Wed and Thurs, but I don't really expect any darkening until at least Friday.
I was feeling really confident in this cycle and then something happened yesterday and I just started thinking that it wasn't going to be this time. Not sure what happened, but I just had a feeling. Again, I won't be completely heartbroken if it doesn't happen this cycle. Next cycle we will be completely out of busy season for the due date and we already know what works (150mg Clomid) so I'm confident that next cycle we'll get some good eggs again. I'm just worried that if it doesn't happen the next cycle, when will it happen?
I keep seeing all these pregnant women and it makes me so jealous. They aren't even just pregnant, they are pregnant with a little one. I want to be pregnant with Noah. Sigh.
On an unrelated note, I'm going to the NKOTBSB concert tonight and I'm excited about something to take my mind off of all this.
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